LE'SKADUSHH !

2011-10-16T22:13:00.000-07:00

yesterday what a total coincidence , deeya twitted that she wanted to go puff few shisha in Salsabilah so i thought of tagging along and so after my evening work out i bathe and went off to pick deeya up. but ! Salsabilah just had to be closed on Sunday so we went off to Banafe. deeya paid for everything (she is incredbly nice) i really had fun. really should do this again :)

dek if u need anyone to hang out with , just text , twit , bbm , fb , call or miss call me. i'll be there :) haha serious !

ps: u dont need to pay duit minyak k deeya. serious. ly

skadushhhh!

2011-10-15T09:04:00.000-07:00

berita tergempar pada hari ini , COTTON ON opening in City Square Johor Bahru. die ! cue in all the rempits and agas wearing KOTENN ONNN -.- such a huge turn off. its gonna be like MNG all over again. still remember the day MNG opened in Johor Bahru. oh how ugly those remps wearing MANGO on their chest. oh well ~ sayonaranaranara dear Cotton On. our relationship ends here.

skadushhh!

2011-10-15T08:58:00.000-07:00

did a lot of spring cleaning lately. to keep myself busy from missing people. ehem. so found tonnes of clothes that i cannot fit anymore so passing down the legacy to dear lil Khayrani. i'll give it to u when i see u k. hugs and love :)

skadushhhh!

2011-10-13T23:17:00.000-07:00

i vanna vanna vanna watch.

skadushhhh!

2011-10-12T02:02:00.000-07:00

i did this post back when i first made this blog. back then i was single and wishing a boy would do this. *i know im lame. oh well now since i have a bf , so i made a check list what he has done for me.. (/) means yup !

Every girl dreams that one day she will find a guy that does these things for her. even the smallest action can have the BIGGEST impact in someones life.

/give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in.
/ leave her cute text notes.

/ kiss her in front of your friends.

/ tell her she looks beautiful.

/ look into her eyes when you talk to her.

/ let her mess with your hair.

/ touch her hair.

/ just walk around with her.
/ FORGIVE her for her MISTAKES.
/ tickle her even when she says stop.

/ hold her hand when you're around your friends.

/ be the one to take her hand, don't make her reach for you

/ when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her.

/ let her fall asleep in your arms.

/ get her mad, then kiss her.

/ stay up all night with her when she's sick.

/ watch her favorite movie with her.

/ kiss her forehead.
/ give her the world.

/ write her letters.

/ let her wear your clothes.

/ when she's sad, hang out with her.

/ let her know she's important.

/ let her take all the photos she wants of you.
/ when you fall in love with her, tell her.

please do : when you tell her, love her like you've never loved someone before.

thank you so much Khalyf. i love you :)

2011-10-11T23:31:00.000-07:00

lil Deena Razali , already off to college :') im so proud of you that you wanna continue your studies. u made it through PLKN , i am pretty sure you can do college haha im feeling a bit emotional here cos it seems that we're all grown up haha its like looking at my baby girl going off to college. LOL anyway i will miss u so much. soon i'll come up to Melaka too. wait there k ? haha we'll rock it together nanti ! DOUBLE D's in the house ! wooot ! update me pleaseeee ! IRSNT ! everything ! just update ! JCM BBM always. xo

skadushhhh!

2011-10-11T23:08:00.000-07:00

in this picture : me , Tasha & Justine. Balqish was driving , Ub was on the phone left corner

in this picture : my two best friend in the front seat :)

had an entire day with my girlfriends :) Convent girls batch 2010 wooo ! lol. not all of them of cos :)

from morning till evening spend it with Balqish , Tasha , Justine and Ub :) went everywhere ! literally ! then from evening till dark i spend it with my two best friends :) Ain & Nur Deena of cos !

did too many things too blog it. but the important thing is i had a blast ! i really hope we'll do this again one day :)

ps : it seems that EVERYONE of my friends already know how to drive except me ? feeling abit left out here people ! haha

skadushhhh!

2011-10-09T10:54:00.000-07:00

Yes paparazzis if u must know ! Things are (thank god) getting better between us two. Keeping it neutral for now. Don't wanna happy blast the world. In case I got sad miserable blast back. So yah. Just grateful as it is for now. Ok now , move along shall we.

Skadushhhh!

2011-10-09T10:34:00.000-07:00

NUR DEENA , NUR FARAHAIN , AIMAN FIRDAUS

i really dont know what i would do without you three during my dark days :) u really did follow me into the dark and brought me back to the light. i am really grateful to have u all ! thank u so much. the one last time we get to spend time as FOUR maniacs is this Tuesday. Breakfast date :) before everyone disperse ! haha but i am really sure we will have more dates together in the near near future :) lets just hope each other the best of luck. and eventhou we are separated , thank god to tech these days , we sort of kind of wont be separated. hehe. just letting u know ily guys and thank u for the birthday party. hearts !

skadushhhh!

2011-10-09T10:25:00.000-07:00

2011-10-06T06:09:00.001-07:00

skadushhhh!

2011-10-06T05:33:00.000-07:00

wooops ! but you did ! OHOHOHO. you did alright -.-
all of my gay dreams of us shattered into pieces. shattered i tell u ! shatterred !

skadushhh!

2011-10-06T05:09:00.000-07:00

with all the pain and hardship that im going through , my two best friends will always be there to distract me from all the chaos :) what would i ever do without all of u ? oh ! and aiman :) bratha from another matha ! haha

we start off with a good picnic :) laying on the grass , feeling the wind and laughing with my girls and then aiman surprise me with a birthday cake :D my wish to get a birthday cake has finally come true :) i was beyond thrill ! then we off to tutti frutti to irritate the people there then went off to the carnival ! :D i got really excited and started shuffling in the middle of the carnival. haha then some other things happen which u couldnt even believe ! oh ! i slept at ain's house that night. watch a chick flick :) cliche ! haha anyway it was the greatest distraction i ever had. i love u guys so much i could jizz ! haha hugs.

skadushhh!

2011-10-06T04:27:00.000-07:00

so me lately -.- one minute im like an insane street killer and another minute im all emo mode. or maybe laughing my ass out reading funny quotes in twitter -.- i am in a very vulnerable state right now. wishing everything will get better real soon.

just looking forward to that. am barely breathing cos the pain is pretty unbearable.

constant screams like Bella in New Moon after she broke up with Edward -.-

skadushhh!

2011-10-06T04:15:00.000-07:00

"Torn"

A part of me wants to leave you alone.
A part of me wants for you to come home.
A part of me says I'm living a lie.
And I'm better off without you.
A part of me says to think it through.
A part of me says I'm over you.
A part of me wants to say goodbye.
A part of me is asking why...

A part of me wants to leave.
But a part of me wants to be here with you.
And everytime I think we're over and done you do something to get me back loving you.
And you got me just torn.

Torn in between the two.
Cuz I really wanna be with you.
But something's telling me I should leave you alone.
I really want to be with you
Leave you alone.
Leave you alone.
And you got me just torn in between the two.
Cuz I really wanna be with you.
But something's telling me I should leave you alone.
Leave you alone.
Leave you alone.

There were no issues when we started out.
It was cool.
It was everything that love's about.
But something happened.
Plus I'm feeling so burnt out.
Cuz I can't understand you now.
A part of me says it's all my fault.
A part of me says "he ain't what you want."
A part of me says to get my bags.
A part of me says I can't do that.

A part of me wants to leave.
But a part of me wants to be here with you.
And everytime I think that it's over and done you make me fall back in love.
You got me just torn.

Torn in between the two.
Cuz I really wanna be with you.
But something's telling me I should leave you alone.
Leave you alone.
Leave you alone.
And you got me just torn in between the two.
Cuz I really wanna be with you.
But something's telling me I should leave you alone.
Leave you alone.
Leave you alone.

I was ready to go
Had my foot out the door
So many times I
I thought to give him a chance, thought he'd be a better man
Now I'm sitting here and I'm so confused.
Cuz I keep fighting myself for you.
I don't know how much more I can take but I can't feel this way
You got me so torn

Torn in between the two.
Cuz I really wanna be with you.
But something's telling me I should leave you alone.
Leave you alone.
Leave you alone.
But I don't know
And you got me just torn in between the two.
Should I stay or should I go
Cuz I really wanna be with you.
But something's telling me I should leave you alone.
Leave you alone.
Leave you alone.

2011-10-02T06:46:00.000-07:00

mom & dad bought me 5 helai kain cotton to wear it for my daily classes. Orked mode switch on ! baju kurung & rubber shoes , love it ! Sepet you are forever my inspiration :)

ps : dont worry my dear Khalyf , i wont go searching for Jason in Melaka. i love my Alejandro :)

skadushhhh!

2011-10-02T06:38:00.000-07:00

HUGE NEWS !
i got accepted to UITM Melaka on 16 nov ! the wait is finally over. now the beginning of the new wait , waiting for the day of me walking in those doors and officially be a Masscom student. i am beyond thrill ! i am anxious but i got a month to kill. so still chillaxing.

mom asked me to make a check list of things , so far im only thinking about the bag. i dont know if i should use a bag pack or a suit case. suit case sounds really cool but is it practical ? idk. we'll see.

ps : i'll see u there Oya & Aniq ! ps ps : Nd dont forget about me ! aku tong tong duit kau pick me up go jalan aight ? xo

skadushhh!

2011-10-01T10:57:00.000-07:00

HAHAHAHA I AM SO BLOODY LAME HAHAHAH

2011-10-01T10:47:00.000-07:00

29 September , went on a breakfast date & dinner date with my best friend and her boyfriend :) had a blast ! she just got a new car. lucky bitch , got her initials on her ride. dang it ! haha.

ps : lets rock Melaka deen !

skadushhh!

2011-09-28T11:54:00.000-07:00

You would never believe this ! I am now blogging with my new Blackberry ! :D nothing fancy , just Curve 3G. Hey ! At least its Blackberry. Beggars can't be choosers , am I right ? Anyway its a birthday present from my frodo momma , which I am extremely surprise to even get a present in the first place so I am very grateful :) best birthday present. My new bb is black in color , idk if I should pimp it out to gold like I once did with my 'late' Goldberry (RIP my love) anyway I shall discuss this with my best friends. Speaking of best friends , I have a bfast date tomorrow with Nur Deena. She just got a new car so she's picking me up. Yay to that right ? So bug u readers la'er.

Skadushhhh !

2011-09-27T08:12:00.000-07:00

i want this. who's with me now ?

2011-09-27T06:24:00.000-07:00

i definitely felt the love celebrating my 1 week birthday in kl. *as promise by my boyfriend to let me have a one week birthday celebration* hehe. let me break it down for you ,
21 september *the birthday*
sat at home the whole day , dint bathe for 2 days. at dawn had surprise visitors from the birthday choir ! haha they arrive just in time when i got out from the shower. i was drying my hair and here i heard Khayrun's voice at the front door ! haha such joy to be sung by Khayrun , Khayrani , Khalyf and Khayrun's beef *who i never know his name* haha i was getting ready and they just serenade me any songs ! it was really sweet. then unfortunately Khayrun & Khayrani had to be send back home so its just me , Khalyf , Aniq and Handsome off to Idaman Mutiara Damansara. ate dinner , puff few shisha , played cards and the night ended.

22 september
me and Khalyf took the shuttle bus from Curve to Kelana Jaya lrt station then to KL Sentral then walked to the Muzium Negara ! :D then took the KTM (my first time ever riding it ! ) to Batu Caves ! we climbed 267 steps of stairs ! believe it ! haha that was fun and mind blowing to be that up high and seeing the spectacular view from that level and being in the cave. it was amazing ! then to Petaling Street since we got 2 hours to kill so we waste our money. yay us ! -.- haha i bought new pair of shades and Khalyf bought a new pipe ! haha then we went to the Raggae Bar to check out our drawing on the wall and dance a bit and head home !

23 september
Khalyf and I planned to go to Zoo Negara in the morning. but something happened so we end up meeting each other around 5-ish. we played with my baby niece then i got ready to go Rasta for our friend , Wan's birthday party made by his girlfriend Maryam. which i personally think is sweet :) the party starts at 6 but i got ready too late and we hitch a ride from Aniq but we have to wait for him till 8pm. by the time we reach there the party was really over. but thank god Wan dint flip cos we were really late ! he was actually thankful that we were there. he gave me a huge hug cos we share the same birthday only a day apart! then they had to skooot off. and then left me , Khalyf , Aniq , Khayrun. then we met up with Syaq. my dear cousin ! :D played few rounds of cards then she suggest to go karaoke and so off we went to Loudspeaker to karaoke ! OMG ! its was the best ever. i had so much fun ! to spend time with my cousin and the boys. JOYFULL ! i got really crasy hehe scream the whole time ! haha oh at the end of the day Khayrun & Syaq got a lil thing thing fer each other. i support this 100% ! hehe then Aniq & Khayrun send Syaq home then they came back and we played cards and just hang under the stars at my sisters crib till 4am.

24 september
woke up at noon and got ready to have lunch with my sister , baby niece , baby nephew & my dear boyfriend in IKEA :) meatballs ! YUM much ! which again , thank u kakak for the lunch :) then i accompany my boyfriend to the maxis center to settle some of his phone line issues. but it took so long so we ditch it and went back to my sister's crib. i went back to sleep when i woke up everyone was out and about so i went to the clubhouse to the EMPTY swimming pool to just get a breather :) and along came my boyfriend. then we both went to have dinner in Petronas and went our separate ways , he went back home and i went to my sister's house. TO GET READY ! :D cos that night we wanna watch the Brazillian Grooves in No Black Tie. my brother in law's treat ! although there was a malfunction when we went to Khalyf's house to pick him up , my brother's tyre got punctured by some random skru so abang & Khalyf had to fix the car for a bit then we made our way to No Black Tie. i enjoyed it ! thank you abang & kakak :)

25 september
woke up at noon. nobody was at home , so called Khalyf so he suggested to go Rasta since Khayrun is madly obsess of Syaq and needs to see her ! haha called Syaq , she cant go out cos she got trials tomorrow. booohoohooo ! Khayrun almost stab himself with his new toy , butterfly knife haha anyway me , Khalyf , Khayrun , Khayrani & Jerry went to AC cafe. ate a abit , laughed a bit , drank a bit then Jerry had to go to his friend's open house then the rest of us hang by the lake behind Ikea. it was fun. windy :) although i did step in a puddle , but Khayrani & Khalyf so sweet cleaned it and dried it off for me. i love you both ! then we sat by the bonfire and sang together and just enjoying the moment together. then skoot off to McD's then Jerry & Aniq came over. next destination , Harris in Damansara Perdana. puff few shisha , played cards hugs and goodbyes then me , Aniq , Khalyf & Piqun hang outside of my sister's house till 4am.

26 september
suppose to be heading home today but i missed my bus. so i hang at home then went for lunch in KFC with Khalyf then to the EMPTY swimming pool. wrestler a bit then he send me home and he went off to do his agendas. i followed my sister , brother in law , baby nephew and niece to giant and to the market. got back home watch tv then Khalyf came over. we hang a bit then around 2am , Aniq came over. played few rounds of cards then i said my goodbyes and so they went off. sobs.

27 september
woke up at 6 , got ready and pack my things. took my bag and followed my sister to work. Khalyf tag along as well. said my goodbyes to my dear sister and brother in law and took the train with Khalyf from Masjid Jamek to Bandar Tasek Selatan. had two hours to kill so i slept and was awaken by my boyfriend talking to French travellers. they were sweet. i envy them. "bila lah aku na begitu ? main travel travel" haha anyway ate lunch then sob for a bit then said my goodbye to my dear boyfriend then rode the 4 hour journey bus back home :'(

and there my kl adventure madventure ended. hope to be going there soon. missing everyone dearly already. now to look forward to my best friend getting her new car. threesome date with my best friend and shisha treat from dear Deeya :) lets do this !

ps: thank u for reading :) tight hugs !

skadushhh!

2011-09-27T06:15:00.000-07:00

dangg it ! i made a video with my boyfriend the other day , but had a sudden malfunction so i shall just type it out and you are force to read it ! MUA HA HA HA ! new post in 2 seconds :p

skadushhh!

2011-09-19T12:06:00.000-07:00

BTW ! haha i love doing this , annoy everyone about my birthday ! hehe which is ejactly 1 more day to go. its on the 21st September ! i hope 18 will do good for me. i guess i just have to wait & see :D

ps : its the 20th right now and its my friend Wan's birthday :D happy birthday dude !

skadushhh!

2011-09-19T12:01:00.000-07:00

i would really love to be out enjoying the Sun on my birthday ! i do not wanna stay indoors. i wanna do things that i absolutely do not do in my everyday agenda hehe i wanna squint my eyes and feel the heat blowing warmly on my skin. what can i say ? i love the Sun :D

skadushhh!

2011-09-19T11:16:00.000-07:00

thank you Mad Shaher for the new specs. i am so in love with it. i can see the world now :D this specs are not just for show , i am really partially blind. haha. that is why if u see me out and about , come up front to my face cos if u say hi from afar i really cant see u ! haha its not that im sombong ! please , i know i have one of those faces but really , im not !

skadushhh!

2011-09-19T10:34:00.000-07:00

HAHAHAHAHAHA -.- preach!

2011-09-19T10:19:00.000-07:00

finally ! i get to meet my boyfriend :D (*up close & personal)

it feels like forever since we last see each other ! the joy and happiness is absolutely indescribable !

we took few pictures last night and as usual he would never ever take a normal decent picture. this two are the only 2 SORT OF KIND OF decent ! ;)

ps: i am extremely blessed , having such a great sister who absolutely help out and being cool with our relationship ! thank you so much Kakak !

skadushhh!

Airra's 1st Birthday Bash!

2011-09-19T08:23:00.000-07:00

before the party, while setting the decorations up ! :D i was the dj of the day !

once everything is done , we change to our party swagga's

while waiting for the guest to arrive , we just had to whore the camio ! :D

Magnolia Cupcake. Inspired by Sex and The City :D

the video of the kids when they heard i was playing nursery rhymes

ok do watch this. its hillarious and epicfull !

2011-09-15T01:01:00.000-07:00

honestly , what has happpened to us ? :(
we used to be so close. now we are so distant from each other. as if we are strangers. i miss Oya & Kiki especially. i remember how they will always look out for me. i kind of got pretty nostalgic when i came across Oya's comment on my picture.

quote ,

"Linn sayaaaaang :)"

i miss that. well if any of u ever read this , i miss you all. im deeply sorea for my absence. i have never forgotten bout any of u. loyou.

skadushhhh!

2011-09-12T01:52:00.000-07:00

another cry baby :) hehe

born on , 13 September 2008
Happy 3rd Birthday Ahmad Rayyan :) you have already past the terrible two stage ! amen to us all hehe i know Aunty Adek always bug u and make u cry , u lil munchkin but im just doing it out of love :* i still love you ever so dearly ! you're my baby nephew however annoying you can be , i'll always love u. you are one genius kid Mr. Pudgy , you really are. xo. good wishes from me & Uncle Khalyf. love you MAD EAN !

skadushhhh!

2011-09-12T01:18:00.000-07:00

the cry baby :) hehe

born on , 11 September 2010
Happy 1st Birthday Airra binti Raihan :) please do lessen your melodramatic cries & tantrums, my dear niece. you're driving my sister to Aneroxic-ville. hehe Aunty Adek loves you Mash. well wishes from Uncle Khalyf & Aunty Adek :) xox !

skadushhh!

2011-09-12T01:16:00.000-07:00

2011-09-12T01:13:00.000-07:00

oh ! found this picture in my Myspace account. it was taken exactly 2 years ago ! haha what a coincidence. i like that night :) good memories.

skadushhh!

2011-09-12T01:08:00.001-07:00

i need the beach i need the beach
i need the beach i need the beach
i need the beach stat !
please & thank you :)

skadushhh!

2011-09-12T00:59:00.000-07:00

show me the money !!

i am so beyond broke ! i really dunno what the hell did i spend it on -- i suck ! i really dunno how am i suppose to do this. plus i wanna try spending my birthday in kl , adventure around with la'boyfie at noon and NBT at night with siblings and boyfie of cos. but then i have no cash ! nada ! i am in hot soup. i only have 4 days , so any idea how can i get cash in that period of time ?
bikini car wash anyone ? hehe

skadushhh!

2011-09-11T23:38:00.000-07:00

i miss this shoes ! i want it back. so many memories i had with u oh dear shoes. if i could have the exact same replica in blue black. if only if only.

skadushhh!

2011-09-06T02:32:00.000-07:00

come , Raya to get Kaya !

2011-09-05T22:52:00.000-07:00

perfect dress for my niece's 1 year old birthday ! but there's a catch -.- its friggin rm79.90 T.T

2011-09-05T22:07:00.000-07:00

SUCH JOY! FUCK JOY!

2011-09-03T04:45:00.000-07:00

2011-09-03T04:28:00.000-07:00

i am so bloody obsess of this song !

2011-09-03T04:24:00.000-07:00

i almost forgot about you , HoneySuckle-Belle ! i used to used this scent way back in 09. everywhere i went people say i smell like cotton candy :D i used to love it so much ! but then when its finished , i couldnt find it anywhere anymore ! bummer ! T.T although Versace smells nicer but i've gone through alot with HSB. wherever you are , you forever in my mind. xo

skadushhh!

2011-09-02T20:21:00.000-07:00

i feel extremely fugly today and cranky. (whats new with me right ? hehe) anyway im currently in Kuala Lumpur , crashing here just for A FEW DAYS to raya around. i am now getting ready actually so that explains the eye make up haha anyway..

SELAMAT HARI RAYA READERS!

skadushh!

2011-09-02T20:10:00.000-07:00

ok whats new ?

*crack fingers* here we go ! ..

i've resign my job already. VERY VERY BROKE. hehe. im unemployed and itching for money !
its Raya now !
im stuck in jb !
i miss my boyfriend dearly !
its only been a week but this long distance relationship shit is already hard T.T
i cant go out. even when i wanna go 7E my parents will interrogate me. so bloody annoying !
my birthday is coming ! 21st September *cough cough*
presents please and thank you. hug. *lalalala~
i got an interview for mass comunication in UITM this 17th. so wish me luck :)
lets hope i get UITM Shah Alam campus. amin. hehe
did i mention i miss my boyfriend ? yahhh. i miss him. lalala~
im broke !
i got zero agendas in jb.
i heart my bike
xoxo
im broke
pray ! that i get UITM Shah Alam ! please --
oh my birthday is coming !
cough
SKADUSHHH!

2011-08-27T12:32:00.000-07:00

we're doing the long distance relationship

2011-08-27T00:59:00.000-07:00

so OUT OF THE SUDDEN my dad wants to celebrate AidilFitri in Johor Bahru , so im pretty sure it'll be extremely lonely and no one is gonna talk to me , so i thought of getting myself A BOOK ! ahhh reading , the only thing that enables a person to find themselves and lose themselves at the same time. perfect ! exactly what i need for Raya. hehe so i've been having problems of choosing THE book. but on August 17, 2011 , as i was reading theSun on WEDNESDAY (*lol) , i stumbled upon an article bout author, poet, actress and filmmaker Bernice Chauly's new book "Growing Up with Ghosts"

its about mixed marriages. history of Malaysia told by ordinary people. it is about knowing that your ancestors lived through great difficulties - how they had struggled and survived ! pretty interesting. my type of book ;) anyway last night at No Black Tie , i saw the schedule for August 2011. and guess what ! on 23 August 2011 , there was Bernice Chauly's book launch! T.T i missed it ! i totally sucked ! pretty bummed bout it , but what to do. now that is what you call pure TAK ADA REZEKI haha so i guess i just have to go head to One Utama now and go MPH and get the book before i leave for jb tonight :)

p/s: yes i bring the cut out article everywhere in my bag ;) *who cares*

skadushhh!

2011-08-27T00:24:00.000-07:00

after searching for sooo long for No Black Tie (or NBT as it is affectionately known, is KL's Premier Jazz Club) i have been hunting for this place for AGES ! everytime i am in Bukit Bintang with just anyone i will tell that person bout NBT and we will go hunt for it , but at the end we stumble into something else and dint even go to NBT ! but yesterday i was persistent ! god knows when i'll get to go Changkat again ! i hunt it down from one end to another. well actually with my boyfriend's and my sister's help. hehe thank you Khalyf for walking around literally everywhere with me till we find NBT and thank you kak for letting me call you every 5 minutes asking for directions. oh and extending my curfew ! thank u so much ! :*

well anyway last night's act was from ADIL JOHAN QUINTET w/ DASHA LOGAN (rm40). AJQ was great ! i love them ! but Dasha Logan was a pain too watch -- enough said. hehe i am seriously considering going there again. get ready NBT more visits from moi ! xo

p/s: check out http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o4J_lxsfE4c AND http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OHnRF96suso

two fav :)

skadushhhh!

2011-08-26T23:40:00.000-07:00

another album that i would like to have. Snow Patrol :D i've heard few of their tracks on Youtube and stuff , and i loving each one of it !

so Snow Patrol is in the list of albums that i would love to own :)

as usual , siapa sayang aku belikan hehe

current fav track : Snow Patrol - Run.

skadushhh!

2011-08-26T11:01:00.000-07:00

i have finally resign my job in Sidek Teoh Wong & Denis today on 26th August 2011. After half a year (6 months) of working there , it was pretty emotional to say goodbye. Especially saying goodbye to Mei Ling. She has been the greatest officemate that anyone could have. i dont know how to even say how thankful i am to have her to sit behind me at work. Somehow she help me survive it :') and working with my second sister , Tini Shaher omg the greatest ! who could have that chance to work in the same place as your sister. Our random lunch date , Kratong-ing and dishing bout people in the office hehe never thought i would miss them this much. The atmosphere and all. Imagine that , doing the same thing every single day for the past 6 months and seeing the same people , doing your rituals then suddenly it all STOPS ! this will need time to get use to. haha oh well , what is done is done. I have already resigned so no point on crying over spilled milk.

lets talk future now ! i shall call Mei Ling on 2nd of September to bug her at work and i must visit her when she gets her baby on January (well hopefully it dues on December , just like u want it) hehe till then STWD's .. till then ..

skadushhhh!

2011-08-23T05:32:00.000-07:00

I'm leaving you

I'm not sure if that's what I should do

It hurts so bad

I'm wanting you but cant go back

Trying to find that all elusive piece of mind.

Stuck here somehow , shrouded beneath my fear and doubt I don't need it

Cuz I'm walkin down this road alone and figured all I'm thinking bout is you, is you my love

And my head is in a cloud of rain and the world it seems so far away and i'm just waiting fall

in droplets, droplets ..

2011-08-23T05:10:00.000-07:00

TONIGHT'S AGENDA !

helping out with the decorations for next month's party and waiting for Glee Project. im so obsess of Cameron ! major obsess ! anyway its super cold tonight , what the hell ? haha

p/s : thanks Kareem Rahim for shouting out at my Facebook Wall

"LE'SKADUSHH AWESOME."

i really appreciate it ! tqsm :D

skadushhh!

2011-08-22T06:27:00.000-07:00

i was bored -- had a whole lot of things planned out tonight but all FAILED ! T.T why am i surprise ?!

instead of having a great night out , i am at home in my boxers onlining and creating avatars that doesnt even look like me ! *uwww someone's cranky* lool !

anyway few more days till im heading back to jb. i dunno if i should feel excited or sad o.O

lets just keep it neutral , how bout that ?

one things fer sho , im excited to do my eyebrow at BrowBar. it has been a long time kakasih lama. haha im so obsess of my brows -- i gotS issues. BIG TIME!

skadushhh!

2011-08-22T06:05:00.000-07:00

the Suprise Party was successfully held on 13th August 2011. more pictures will be posted on Facebook if anyone cares :)

anyway i had a blast giving her a mini makeover ! *kening kening* hehe anyway meet Khayrani Kemal! she is a total sweetheart :)

p/s: glad u love ur birthday Lil Miss K :)

skadushhh!

2011-08-21T11:43:00.000-07:00

i incredbly suck , i would go through the internet all night till the early morning and just scrolling every website that i stumble into. i would do everything EXCEPT sleeep. then the next day in the office ...

i'll be a walking corps , my hair look like i just got left by my husband and i'll be grumpy. and act as if its everyone's fault that i dont have enough sleep when clearly and obviously its all my own fault. i suck to the max -.- *gunshots*

skadushhh!

2011-08-21T11:36:00.000-07:00

do you use a Blackberry Bold ? cant live without it ? but bored with the look ? a'ha! u need an upgrade ! something BOLD to match the name of cos. something fresh & new and hard to find anywhere in the market. this is one of the first to be shown and selling. step right up and see the latest Blackberry Bold covers. so many sets of colour & selling at an affordable price. just comment this post and i will tell u the details :)

p/s : jangan risau , ini bukan jualan tipu. ini adalah jualan jujur. sejujur yang mungkin la nih.

p/s , p/s : these covers arent sold by me , im just helping promoting it for my bestfriend :)

skadushhh!

2011-08-21T11:20:00.000-07:00

i know you wont believe me when i tell u this , but i seriously do miss u chicks. i honestly do. everytime when im going out , i wish i was going out with all of you. we've been far apart for too long , its ridikulus ! it makes me sad how we are so distant from each other in relationship and in miles. cant wait for Raya , lets hope we get to meet. especially Nur Deena & Nur Farahain. just a day with them pun i'll be grateful. it has been just too long ! as always .. till then ..

skadushhh!

2011-08-21T11:19:00.001-07:00

NO JOKE. SERIOUSLY

2011-08-21T11:11:00.000-07:00

2011-08-21T11:04:00.001-07:00

one day my boyfriend was chilling at my sister's crib when he got hungry and wondered if there is anything he could chow down. i told him there is instant noodles. and so he requested the noodles. as the girlfriend obviously everyone would anticipate her to cook for him. but to his shock and terror , he founds out the only thing that his girlfriend cooks is "boiling the hot water".

but so as my sister saw what was happening , instantly she nagged for a bit and SHE started to cook for my boyfriend. har har har. true story. i know i totally suck. sad thing for a girlfriend arent i ? well dont hate me , no one's perfect ya know ! :p

skadushhh!

2011-08-21T10:04:00.000-07:00

2011-08-21T03:09:00.000-07:00

i think its unfair if u wanna hate me cos im in love. im a teenager , i've only been with my boyfriend for 2 months. which explains why im so madly in love. im on that stage of relationship. so dont hate me. be happy for me. please & thank u.

we're silly , we fight over the littlest things and we're madly and incredbly obsess of each other. im sorea if it bugs u.

peace.

skadushhhh!

WHEN YOUR BOYFRIEND INVADE YOUR HOUSE EARLY IN THE MORNING

2011-08-14T19:06:00.000-07:00

result : smelly version of yourself and a baby niece that just woke up who is obses of him --

skadushhh!

2011-07-30T21:37:00.001-07:00

the month of Resisting All Temptations has come again. sighhhh ~

lets do this ! *i am so not ready ! shit. LOOL. haha

anyway i wanna touch on one issue that is so different from my usually puasa ritual , in KUALA LUMPUR apparently they dont give holiday on the first day of puasa. ergh ! workaholics -- culture shock for a moment there when my officemate told me the news. haha. so oh well i have to endure the first day while working. wish me luck ! ;D

anyway HAPPY PUASA TO ALL MUSLIMS ! xo

p/s : mak kita bilang siapa ta puasa , tabole raya :p heheh

skadushhhh!

2011-07-30T21:30:00.000-07:00

if you love me , get me Kings Of Leon's album and i will love you forever & ever. PROMISE. hehe

skadushhh!

2011-07-29T07:48:00.000-07:00

Please & Thank You :)

skadushhh!

2011-07-29T07:22:00.000-07:00

WHEN I SAID I WANNA DIE , IN REALITY I JUST WANNA BE SAVED.

2011-07-29T07:15:00.000-07:00

i miss the beach so much. need some sanity, pronto ! things have gone out of hand a lil bit lately. so maybe a lil beach could make some way in my brain. bit SERABUT up there *point point* if u know what im saying ? lol. so yeahhhh.

dna gila !

skadushhh!

2011-07-26T10:43:00.000-07:00

i need a book ! its been like 3 days since i finished my last book. Which was Sydney Sheldon's , Nothing Last Forever. that was a good book. Thanks Khalyf for loaning the book to me :)

anyway i need a book ! living without a book in my hand to read is so empty and pointless ! how do people do it man ! haha reading is like the best thing that God has created. i feel loved and embraced whenever i read. so ANYWAY i need a book ! buying is absolutely out of the question , so which kind soul that can loan me a book please dont hesitate. i wont bite , hard. LOOL !

i just need a book to accompany me especially in the bus , in the lrt & during lunchtime ! grr

skadushhh!

2011-07-26T10:24:00.000-07:00

I love being called pretty, but i'll never believe it.

Im not always right, but hate admitting im wrong.

Im almost always smiling, but its not always real.

I can be read like an open book, but i hide so much.

Work hard at things, but dont always get what I deserve.

Im just another girl there is in this world. Just the same as any GAZILLION girls that have lived and died in this world :) so with all due respect i really hope you wouldnt judge or criticize me or anyone in general cos everyone is not that much different from u (reader) either.

skadushhh!

2011-07-26T09:38:00.000-07:00

wow who would've thought the Queen of Stalker is being stalked. weird to be on this side of the fence. i kind of feel a bit violated @.@ wowww. i mean i should've seen it coming since i practically slap all my basic information on my blog or facebook that somehow people are gonna read and know my basic information. but in a way , i just thought that no one would read or even give a damn bout me updating bout anything & everything --

im pretty confused , should i be flattered or should i be pissed ? violation is pretty heavy. who would've thought ? i guess my biggest concern and biggest query will be , why u even bother to stalk ? -- whats your motive ? this goes to one person in particular actually.

im very flattered that i have an addition to my followers and all , but is there any purpose behind this slow creeping obsession ? it may seem to you that i am a paranoid person , maybe i am. i've been through pretty messed up things , so u cant judge my paranoid senses.

B O U N D A R I E S

please sink that in all your organs. peace.

skadushhh!

2011-07-26T09:12:00.000-07:00

NUR DEENA BT RAZALI !

swear i miss you bitch :( swear , i do. ta tipu ! im sorea i couldnt welcome you home from PLKN. i'll still be in kl. my parents are coming up here , i would if i could. but i see u soon k. xo

ps: bout college issues you dont think too hard bout it , we got each other's back right ? if your parents give you pressure , i'll get my dad to back u up. no question ask. loyou!

skadushhhh!

2011-07-25T06:34:00.000-07:00

i love you long time Ruppie :) forever and ever. Till when is this forever ?

Till i say its over ! MUA HA HA !

skadushhhh!

2011-07-25T06:25:00.000-07:00

R.I.P Amy Winehouse. im sorea to hear that you are in the 27 club. so young and so talented , what a waste.

skadushhh!

2011-07-25T05:35:00.000-07:00

this is a video of me and Khalyf talking bout our tiring but AWESOME Sunday. which happened on the 24th July 2011. So do watch to find out what we did , and yes the mid part he farted at my face! ergh.

skadushhh!

2011-07-22T06:51:00.000-07:00

1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?

sheeesh ! i really need to wash my hair ! ew

2. How much cash do you have on you?

rm15 and that is all to survive for a week --

3. What's a word that rhymes with "DOOR?"

WHORE MORE CORE LORHHHH hahahhaha

4. Favorite planet?

URANUS !! hahahhahahahahaha ok, well actually the Earth. its where i live man. if u dont love it , its not gonna be nice to u right ? haha

5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone?

unknown number but i think its Khalyf using someone's phone to call me.

6. What is your favorite ring on your phone?

Paramore - Hello Hello Hello & Wombats - Tokio , Vampires and Wolves

7. What shirt are you wearing?

im wearing baju kurung now --

8. Do you "label" yourself?

yah. most of the time , loser ! :D

9. Name the brand of your shoes you're currently wearing?

crocs :) thanks dad. so far no falls from your clumsy daughter :p

10. Bright or Dark Room?

dimmed!

13. What were you doing at midnight last night?
waiting for Khalyf to come over -- ergh

14. What did your last text message you received on your cell say?

Your CallerRingtone(s) have been renewed, yadayadayada ~~

15. Where is your nearest 7-11?
quite near. its there. somewhere there *pointing pointing. LOOOL

16. What's a word that you say a lot?

ah !!!

17.Who told you he/she loved you last?

i think it was my mom. love you too mom ! very much *hugs

18. Last furry thing you touched?

my own kaki --

19. How many drugs have you done in the last three days?

nada. dint consume any for a very long time :D

20. How many rolls of film do you need developed?

dude , apa kau bebel --

21. Favorite age you have been so far?

i enjoy every age. seriously. im not being cheesy , i really do enjoy them all :)

22. Your worst enemy?

the weighing scale :O

23. What is your current desktop picture?

Marina Bay Singapore

24. What was the last thing you said to someone?

"ah pape. BYE."

25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly what would it be?

well this is a very stupid question -- obviously a million bucks!

26. Do you like someone?

sure i do !

27. The last song you listened to?

Nicole Scherzinger - Right There ft. 50 Cent

2011-07-22T06:49:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALL THE JULY BABIES :)

you know who you are.

i love you all to bits and pieces.

hugs

skadushhh!

2011-07-22T06:43:00.000-07:00

2011-07-22T06:25:00.000-07:00

its true. it is ..

introduce u to a person , force u to be civilize then in subtle mode, 'destiny' separates you and expect u to BE civilize even though you are miles apart ! its inconsiderate and hurtful --

skadushhh!

2011-07-22T06:17:00.000-07:00

this video was made on 3rd of July a really long time ago. I KNOW! i was pretty preoccupied lately spending time with my siblings or my Boyfriend or all of them all together :D haha

wtv! bite me !

skadushhhh!

2011-07-22T06:11:00.000-07:00

yes again and again , i lost weight then i gain it again and again. i just couldnt resist! im not like i was back then -- high metabolism rate. lucky bitch ! eat as i may back then still never gain even a bit of weight -- now i can barely eat 4 meals a day without gaining a kilo. sheeeesh !

so anyway my plan (since my parents has summon me home to jb) so then i shall PUASA there and make sure i ride my bicycle ever single friggin day so by RAYA , i'll be Pussycat Dolls hotness from top to bottom. AW ! lol. so wish me luck ! :D

skadushhh!

2011-07-02T07:19:00.000-07:00

Deena Shaher officially in a relationship with Khalyf Kemal :)

190611

2011-06-07T09:57:00.000-07:00

I AM SO THIN I AM SO BEAUTIFUL NOTHING CAN COMPARE TO ME I HAVE BEAUTIFUL SKIN I HAVE THE FAIREST SKIN AMONG THEM ALL GIRLS IN THE WORLD I HAVE GREATEST LOCK OF HAIR EVERYONE WANTS TO LOVE ME I HAVE THE MOST FLATEST TUMMY IN THE WORLD I AM SO HAPPY I HAVE NO INSECURITIES I GET SELECTED IN ALL THE UNIVERSITIES IN MALAYSIA I AM MORE CLEVER THAN MY BEST FRIEND I LOVE MY JOB I FEEL APPRECIATED I DONT FEEL USED AT ALL I ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS FEEL SPECIAL YADA YADA YADA I AM NEVER LONELY

2011-06-07T09:47:00.000-07:00

aimarr was in the hospital for 4 nights. he was finally discharged yesterday ! syukur alhamdullillah. due to this , i have not gone out or out hanging with my friends. so sorea. i have not been ignoring you guys , just wanna be at home with my families. hope u understand.

skadushhhh!

2011-06-07T09:38:00.000-07:00

somehow i really love this picture :) on my left is Farra Falla. she is such a doll ! i was so irritated with my top that day and she was so sweet , we switch clothes ! and if she sees an extremely sossy man , she is not shy to share it with me ! haha one thing i havent done in such a long time , cuci mata with my girlfriends. so she gave me a taste of school days again. lol nostalgic ta tentu fasal. ah shut up ! i miss school !

oh and on my right is Khayrun. people say that he has the same face as me -- ye jek! dude face version of me. but i owned it first cos i was born a year earlier :p hehehe. oh and im prettier ! :p

LAWL!

skadushhh!

2011-06-07T09:27:00.000-07:00

where can i find u ? i really need a journal. pronto!

i need to ink my life so my sweet and dark memories stay alive ! im vain yes i know. pfft. would it kill if i just need my own space and at least something to hear me out ! cos its gettin pretty lonely lately so please do comment this post if u know where to get it ? tqsm

skadushhh!

2011-06-07T09:26:00.000-07:00

so okay , lets meet ! i dare you.

2011-06-07T09:16:00.000-07:00

amazing how SKADUSHH has already reach up to 65 followers. i absolutely appreciate and adore my followers. you make me wanna continue blogging. im sorea i dont constantly update SKADUSHH , its just with so many agendas whenever i reach home i'll be too exhausted to update anything. but im trying to update if i have the time so please do continue reading.

skadushhhh!

2011-06-07T09:13:00.000-07:00

2011-05-31T09:18:00.000-07:00

watch and enjoy cos the latest vlog with my special guest ! we are whispering cos everyone else is sleeping. so sorea. but do enjoy !

skadushhhh!

2011-05-22T09:59:00.000-07:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0-qHouFo_vI

please do support :)

btw excuse the hair and the whole look , yes i am wearing my Kadet Polis shirt. its my lazy day. the whole day dint take any shower :D guilty as charge ! so anyway do support !

2011-05-22T00:03:00.000-07:00

BREATH OF FRESH AIR~

2011-05-22T00:01:00.000-07:00

TTPK?

2011-05-21T23:51:00.000-07:00

dream 18th Birthday :

small party that does not involve my cash :p i just want it super small and intimate with just my close friends. mellow atmosphere , dimmed lights. no extreme music , just perfect to listen to. which i am so irritated with all the music lately , its like going to war CONSTANTLY ! what happen to soul , r&b. dont judge ! lately i feel very 2001 haha ANYWAY ! want it to be fun and intimate. i really wish no one is intoxicated on my birthday :/ just one day i request (i highly doubt that its possible -- ) so far that is my only imagination for my birthday that is sooo far away haha

ps : i want a cake like this !

skadushhhh!

2011-05-21T23:41:00.000-07:00

i am putting massive amount of weight ! -- and people around me who keep on pointing out the fact that i've gain them ,absolutely not helping with my self esteem. just please , im a growing child , thats we do. the pressure of being thin in this cruel world , if you're thin then you're pretty otherwise you just hideous ! -- stereotypes ! its preposterous and highly unfair ! no wonder most girls seek help from their finger to gag themselves to death --

i shall wait for karma to attack your self esteem --

skadushhhh!

2011-05-21T23:37:00.000-07:00

IPTA

never have i thought these 4 alphabets put together could put be down so much --

besides that i really dont know why i feel so extremely empty lately , like something is missing. i hate this cos from my point of view i am pretty blessed ! but i still feel empty.

but what is missing ?

skadushhh!

2011-05-21T23:30:00.000-07:00

i am extremely tempted to colour my hair all RED and shave my head like Ellie Goulding.

bored with my look. needing a newly improve image ! fresh and un-dull.

but the problem is money factor --

2011-05-21T23:27:00.000-07:00

YOU KNOW WHAT ? I REALLY DONT THINK SO I

'NEED' YOU THAT MUCH.

I DO KNOW THAT I REALLY 'WANT' YOU.

SO HOW ARE WE GONNA DO THIS ?

2011-05-02T05:19:00.000-07:00

EXACTLY HOW I FEEL ! TOTALLY 100% !

2011-05-02T04:16:00.000-07:00

im sorry Nur Deena , Farahain , Khalyf , Jamal & Hanif i couldnt be there to spend time with all of you in jb. i was torn between the two. family & friends. and as usual i just have to pick my family. i'll make it up to u ! Ain & Hanif i owe you guys for escorting the boys around.

ahh what a pleasant surprise , the boys who detest Johor Bahru the most is apparently having the time of their life there. and it seems they dont wanna come back to Kota Damansara. ahh the ironi MUAHAHAH. told ya you would love Johor Bahru !

skadushhh!